So the first thing I did was to log into my anonymous e-mail account to sit and wait for the baby's mom to e-mail me. It's driving me crazy. I want her to e-mail me! I want to send her the updates I sent the caseworker. I want her to see that I'm NOT crazy (what irony--right?). I want her to relax at least a little bit. I want her to focus on her case plan so she can have her baby back.

WRITE, DAMN IT!